I was a lonely 14 year old girl,I was pushed around in school & went home to a family of 8 that I thought barely noticed I existed. I was constantly suspended in school & always getting bullied.
By the time I was 15 I attempted suicide twice, all because I thought the world didn't love me, I thought I was all alone & instead of reaching out for help or someone to understand me I just kept trying to attempt suicide or runaway.
None of those was the right option, little did I know my family did love me,I had more love than I could ever understand. My emotions are what made me feel like nobody loved me. If I just spoke up & told someone how I felt things would have been different.
I turned 16 & I finally spoke up & when I did, everything changed, I was no longer afraid to tell teachers I was bring picked on,no longer afraid to tell my family I didn't feel loved. I started speaking up & when I did everything got better.people understood me more because I was expressing my feelings more.
If you think your alone your not, someone loves u... Just speak up & you will be amazed how it can change your life.
Submitted by ricci